The Wave

 Another nightmare

I was a chasing and the most terrible one in recent weeks

That my ex, who I hated the most, begging me to back in a relationship with him. 

After witnessing me hardly rejected him, his cues changed. 

No matter how hard I tried to push him away, he still dragged my legs, and stuck in the room, in my house. In the room that we usually made love. 

I tried to run away, yelled at him, even called his dad. He did obey me for a while, but flipped his word quickly. 

Always lies and soothing words, 

I tried to call his dad to get him away, 'cause to be honest

I felt disgusting about him, everything about him. 

The Abandoned One

I had a lovely dream. 

It was light, soft, and seemed to be romantic, but sadly ended, so I considered it a nightmare. 

A nightmare about a cold-hearted man. 

I had a dream

about a girl, a man, and a horse

I saw them in ancient traditional clothes

The beautiful horse was given to the girl

And... it has the skin of straw and light.


She was good at riding horses and was an archer. However, she was bought by him, the great Lord.

He was always in purple clothes with his long black hair.

I can feel that he never stop looking at her, gives her so many things and fall in love with her.

but the girl did not think the same way, she thought her love was a one-sided love.

A child asked for the horse, and she gave it away

Later then, she regretted it and took it back. She was hurtful that she loved him too much that she even could not give the horse away.

The rain falling hard at night

She walked into his room, wet, and tired

The man of her life sat on the lounge, heartlessly looked at her.

She thought, "Is he always that cold?"

The girl opened her mouth, then asked,

"Can I leave you?"

she paused,

He looked at her, opened his eyes. 

The last scene was she was in his arms, felt her love back or just a moment of pity from him. 

She couldn't know. 

June 19th, 2021